argh.so i went online..
checked mulitply..
saw my ex posted a blog.
a poem actually.
"eew" thought me.
"she requested one." wrote he.
i always requested for him to write me a poem before, he never made me any.
we-ell ha made me poems, but that was like when we were just starting out..
it's ganun talaga eh.. sweet lang sa umpisa..
we-ll, i mean, in his case.
coz of course, i was the major ex. i know this stuff. i know him better than anyone else.
sweet nun.. sa umpisa? tapos nawala. then nung nagkaron ako ng #2 (nitong starting ng taon ng 2008) at nagkapobre-problema na at magulong magulo (nahuli kasi ako, before naman hindi hahahahaha) naging sweet ulit yan..! talagang suyo kung suyo! kaso kahit anong gawin niya talagang mas pipiliin ko si #2 eh.
kasi he's so boring! he's so mabaet pa!
boring in... a-l-a-m m-o n-a u-n!! :D
i don't know nga kung pano nahulog ulit ang loob ko sakanya.. maybe because tinanggap niya ko ulit nung napalayas ako samin. kahit pa hambigat nung kasong ginawa ko (na ginawa ko lamang dahil sa sobrang heartbroken ako kay #2 (na-heartbroken dahil kailangan na naming i-stop ang napakasayang relasyon namin dahil sa bumabaho na ng husto ang pangalan ko sa barkada dahil sa paninira ni ex sakin (dahil mas concern pa pala ko sa pangalan ko, di ko na naipaglaban ang gusto ko.)))
pero ayos lang. B)
i dont need him, and i will never need that stupid boring guy in my life. :)
i already have someone in my layp.
(eto pa isang kabadtrip, cant stop snooping aroung, i used his (him, i meant my boypren) acct,
logged in,
went to his ex's pwetster acct,
and searched for old comments/testimonials..
and i cant help but get hurt (and betrayed?!?!) coz i read one of his messages there to her.. he referred to her as "asawa", i confronted him last night about this, and he keeps telling me over and over again, na ako lang talaga ang niyaya niyang magpakasal. ugh the nerve. i don't know what to believe. worse thing pa dun, i shouldn't even be making all these fuss for that stupid little thing coz it's not supposed to matter na. it's in the past na eh.
worst?!
he dedicated the song "more today than yesterday" to her din pala before!!!
¡el nervio!
i dunno, maybe there really IS sumthin' wrong with me.
we-ll anyways, going back. (para sumaya saya naman ako!)
it's funny. i wanna laugh. :)) cause the one he likes right now is so panget, she's mahaba baba. :))
nuthin compared to moi of course. :)
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